| Now that I've got real friends, I know how fake you are. |
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| I don't care if everyone's using lj. Imma stick to xanga eventhough I only post my entries once in a few months. Heehee ♥ |
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| I love my boy so much that my heart aches whn think of him and he isn't by my side.
I hug my pillow to sleep bec it smells like you.
I kiss my pillow and pretend it's you.
I miss you so much that whn I hug my pillow, bolster and fluffy it still isnt as good as hugging you.
I miss your tummy hugs, forehead kisses, pecks on my cheek and all the sweetest things you say to me that make me go girly. Heehee. :- )))
I love long busrides w you.
I love talking to you just like best friends.
You are my bestfriend, cute boy, smelly boy, NCB and my baby.
And I'm all yours.
Love, Me.
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| Lord you have my heart,
and I will search for yours.
Jesus take my life and lead me on.
Lord you have my heart,
and I will search for yours.
Let me be to you a sacrifice.
I will praise you Lord.
I will sing of love come down.
As you show your face,
We'll see your glory here.
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| I hide. I dodge. I cheat. I lie.
I hate myself for who I am.
Hurting all those who love me most.
Who am I.
Who are they.
Who am I?
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I should stop being this delusional.
I should stop procrastinating.
I should stop being this childish.
I should stop this emotional trance.
I should stop.
I should.
I really should.
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